Hannah reminds me a lot of
myself when I was pregnant with my son, Jude. And in the same way, Eli reminds
me of St. Jude Thaddeus. Just like Hannah I was weeping and praying before the
Lord for the life of my unborn son. I religiously attended the novenas of St
Jude in Mendiola near Malacanang
Palace . And again just
like Hannah I also made a promise. I prayed to God that if he will be gracious
to me through my child I will name him after St. Jude if he will come out as
male, since I have asked him to intercede for me in prayers. God indeed
answered my prayer since I gave birth to a healthy and normal baby boy. What's
most interesting is that I went past my due date for several days and his birth
fell on a Thursday which is the day of devotion for St. Jude in the Philippines .
There was a foreword in Companion written about today's 1st reading which says:
"Hannah places her situation before the Lord and Eli also prays for her.
She ultimately conceives a son. It was not God’s plan that she remains barren.
She need not have worried about her situation. And what a son will be born to
her — one of the greatest of the Old Testament seers and guides of Israel .
Samuel will become not just a blessing for Hannah but all the people of Israel ."
It has been 30 years since then and the Lord continues to bless my son, Jude.
He graduated with a degree in Chemical Engineering in De LaSalle University and is now presently working as a Process Development Engineer. I continue to hope
and pray that someday my son, Jude will be just like Samuel as he become the
person God has meant him to be. Sometimes we wonder why God is not
answering our prayers in the way we wanted or expected things to happen. Today's
1st reading could make us think why some people end up doing things differently
and unexpectedly the way we would normally do. Who would have done or even
thought of doing what Hannah just did. When she prayed for a child, God granted
her prayer and gifted her with a son, Samuel but she ended up offering him back
to the Lord and left him in the temple. If we will just look at the narrow
picture of this event then we might miss what Hannah was able to see and
understand. We may not fully comprehend what life may bring us but we can
always learn a lesson from this great woman in the bible who was able to
overcome the natural tendencies of this world and did what is most pleasing to
God. We should examine ourselves if we will be able to respond to the blessing
or favor granted in the way Hannah in today's 1st reading responded. Sometimes
we regard God in the way that will best suit our needs and desires we fail to
see the unbounded goodness of God that is not limited to the specific request
we are praying for. Hannah's gratitude to God exceeds the desire for what she
prayed for. We could learn from this kind of attitude especially when we are
praying to God for something to come or happen. In the story we found out that
she was asking for a son and when God granted her prayer she gave it back to
God. Where's the logic there? She should not have asked in the first place we
may think. We're missing the point here if we think of it this way. Hannah
teaches us to attach to God more than anything else. We must learn the art of
detachment to all but God. In praying to God she acknowledged that God is
generous, powerful, loving and will always provide what is best for us. She
knew from the very beginning that we can never out give God. In giving back to
God she ultimately learned the art of letting go of even our greatest desires
to give honor to God. Amen. Hallelujah!
1 Samuel 1:9-20
9 Hannah rose after one such meal at Shiloh ,
and presented herself before the LORD; at the time, Eli the priest was sitting
on a chair near the doorpost of the LORD’s temple. 10 In her bitterness she
prayed to the LORD, weeping copiously, 11 and she made a vow, promising, “O
LORD of hosts, if you look with pity on the misery of your handmaid, if you
remember me and do not forget me, if you give your handmaid a male child, I
will give him to the LORD for as long as he lives; neither wine nor liquor
shall he drink, and no razor shall ever touch his head.”...Eli said, “Go in
peace, and may the God of Israel
grant you what you have asked of him.” 18 She replied, “Think kindly of your
maidservant,” and left...the LORD remembered her. 20 She conceived, and at the
end of her term bore a son whom she called Samuel, since she had asked the LORD
for him.
I love this prayer that I got from an email it says,
"Stars do not struggle to shine; rivers do not struggle to flow, and you
will never struggle to excel in life because you deserve the best. Hold on to
your dreams and it shall be well with you. Amen." We simply have to keep
on trusting that God will do for us what He has promised and said that He would
do.
There is nowhere to go but to God. If we are confident in
God's Divine Providence and constantly and consistently pray for God's guidance
and protection and decide to act at all times for His greater glory then there
is nothing that should ever make us want for anything for God is in control, He
provides for all our needs and knows what's best for us. God calls the shots.
In other words there is no use arguing or going against an All Knowing,
Powerful, Holy, Merciful and Loving God. Do we still dare to contradict such a
God whose steadfast love for us extends to the heavens? There is no use
resisting His love. We just have to give our heart totally in return. We all
have plans and we sometimes are caught unaware or worst end up disappointed
when things do not come out the way we expected it. We should never lose heart
because God can always turn anything into a blessing. Whatever plans we have in
life it is best to surrender and offer them up first to the Lord knowing that
we're better off that way. When everything is said and done we can claim what
is stated in today's psalm for as long as we trusted the Lord's words to us
against all odds. Nobody can really ever fully understand the wisdom and the ways
of God. It is mind blowing and unimaginable. There is really nothing that God
will not do for us if it's for our ultimate good. Therefore, we should continue
to proclaim, "What an awesome God we have!" Amen. Hallelujah
1 Samuel 2:1. 4-5. 6-7. 8abcd
R: My heart exults in the Lord, my Savior.
...I have swallowed up my enemies; I rejoice in my victory.”
(R) 4 “The bows of the mighty are broken, while the tottering gird on strength.
5 The well-fed hire themselves out for bread, while the hungry batten on spoil.
The barren wife bears seven sons, while the mother of many languishes.” (R) 6
“The LORD puts to death and gives life; he casts down to the nether world; he
raises up again. 7 The LORD makes poor and makes rich, he humbles, he also
exalts.” (R) 8 He raises the needy from the dust; from the ash heap he lifts up
the poor, To seat them with nobles and make a glorious throne their heritage.”
We find that the word teaching is used twice in today’s gospel.
From this we draw emphasis on the fact that Jesus is a teacher. We know that
the Jews have rabbis and whenever one states a particular teaching it is common
practice to give reference to one as source of authority. But Jesus teaches in
a different way. He conveys a new teaching and teaches with authority. His
words are straight forward and without reference to anyone else but Himself for
He is authority. His message is to repent and believe which is a fulfillment of
the Old Testament. There are 2 things that are classic to authority first it is
confrontational and second it is a defense. An example of this is when Jesus
drove out an evil spirit. He demonstrated His authority through the exorcism.
He said something and proved it with His actions. When Jesus said the Kingdom
of heaven is at hand it is to confront and destroy the kingdom of darkness and
sin. The confrontation is a violent one just as Jesus commands the evil spirit
to be quiet and come out of the possessed person. But the evil spirit as a form of defense
responded by saying, “What have you to do with us, Jesus of Nazareth? Have you
come to destroy us? ? I know who you are — the Holy One of God!” This is a strategy of the inferior to show
control and put responsibility to the superior. The demon also recognized Jesus
as the Holy One but it has no authority. It may know His name but it has no
control for God is stronger than the one that is in the world. One of the
reasons they possess people is to distort the image and likeness of God. The evil
one’s last ditch effort can be seen in the fact that he is telling Jesus that
he knows Him to try to wield control but he has no power. We have to keep this in mind always. The evil
one will always assert authority in our lives and confront us with what he
knows about us. We need to read and know the gospels because they are
authoritative words. In doing so we become filled with His authority and by His
authority we help bring the world to God. This we have to remind ourselves and
do many times and over and over again. Jesus is up and above everything and
nothing is beyond His power. Thus our faith in Jesus should also go beyond our
recognition and amazement of Him but rather go further than what the unclean
spirit and the onlookers did. We should all lead a life which testifies to
God's greatness. God is the Supreme authority over all things and we as His
faithful followers have the same power in our hands all in accordance to His
great love and care for all of us. There is really no doubt that God is the
only Power that we need and will ever need. Let us not be left behind in
claiming these truths in our life since even the unclean spirits themselves can
not deny it, how much more, us Christians who proclaim loyalty and faithfulness
to our God? Let us be challenged to make a difference. There are always two
sides of a pole. It's either we go one way or the other. Today's readings have
been very clear on who we really are. The most precious creature that God ever
made. Do we know who we are? It is up to us to live up to who God made us to be
or not. The choice is ours to make. Amen. Hallelujah!
Mark 1:21-28
Jesus came to Capernaum
with his followers, and on the Sabbath he entered the synagogue and taught. 22
The people were astonished at his teaching, for he taught them as one having
authority and not as the scribes. 23 In their synagogue was a man with an
unclean spirit; 24 he cried out, “What have you to do with us, Jesus of
Nazareth? Have you come to destroy us? I know who you are — the Holy One of God!”
25 Jesus rebuked him and said, “Quiet! Come out of him!” 26 The unclean spirit
convulsed him and with a loud cry came out of him. 27 All were amazed and asked
one another, “What is this? A new teaching with authority. He commands even the
unclean spirits and they obey him.” 28 His fame spread everywhere throughout
the whole region of Galilee .
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